Tuesday, June 3, 2008

This is life?

Okay, I am not shy about admitting that my life direction seems non-existent at this point. Weekend after weekend, I meet people that come up to me and realize I am a recent college graduate. Well, lets be serious graduating college would not fit into the column of glamorous. My life has been anything but typical, with each day being completely different then the next and I consistently wait for the weekend, eagerly anticipating a few days of what seems like no responsibilities.

So, one has to post the question. Is this what my life is going to be like?

No structure, no stability, not feeling settled anywhere, just floating around all week to have fun over the weekend, fun that costs an arm and a leg in gas. It is hard to describe what it is like to realize that there are people all over the country that feel the exact thing I do. The reason? None of those people seem to live with a 20 mile radius of 2600 Sigwalt st. With friends either having a job, a direction for a job, or the worst of them all a future husband/wife all locked you have to ask the question, why not me? I look for jobs, just none of them seem like the type of job I envisioned myself having post Taylor, and the female situation? Ha, another blog.

So, what is the real challenge of living in a post-taylor world with Bachelor's degree?
Is it finding a job?
no.
Is it finding a wife?
no/I sure hope not.
Is it keeping in touch with friends?
Ha, I've seen Taylor people every week, and if people want to get a hold of me they do.

No, the real challenge is everyday life. It's making the most of everyday, not knowing what the next day is going to bring....we'll see if I am up to the challenge.